A Journey after SPM

     Being a stream science student, people would say that I shall be entered into science courses streams in the university. Being a doctor, dentist, engineer and the list go on. The typical parents or adult people are usually think that getting a professional job like the list that  I have mentioned earlier is the safest job for life. The children who will be a doctor, dentist, accountant, and etc. would be looked up high by community especially the adult people. They would think that their life would be happy, rich and enjoyable in the future life. 

    I have been induced with these kind of stigmas until I could not make my own choice. I do not know how to decide, what is the best for me, what I have been interested in life, what would like I want to be and many more. This makes my life into puzzle which I could not solve on my own. Now, I realize that weakness that I need to overcome. It is not easy as certain people would not be understood, they would think how come I could not make my own choice. As I would say, it may due life background's factor. Everyone lives their own way and definitely they have their own background. And we could not blame them as we are not in their shoes. Okay people, stop looking down to people, show them a guidance not a harassments. 

    Alright this is the story. Alhamdulillah I have received 7As in SPM which in my point of view, I would definitely say that we must be grateful on what we have gotten. However, it does not meet my expectation and goal. I have aimed for straight As but to be looked into deeper, I know this is due to my own factor. I should be blamed for getting this result. Okay enough for the regretful as I cannot turn back the time (Note: To future SPM candidates, do your best, study hard and study smart, no matter how people would say that we should be grateful of what we get even you get C for your subject, but this cannot make you feel safe, as we can do better if we want A. It just a matter whether our plans and actions that will become a factor of your result. Reminiscing yourself on what you have done, and overcome the weaknesses.

    Back to story, when I have received the result, and it was a time for me to decide my next future journey, which- what I would like to be. My initial 'ambition' is to become a doctor as I quite love to learn anatomy back then and I have searched the pathway, the experienced doctors, and life as a doctor. I was well known how the life as a doctor would be. But to make the story is that, I received B+ in my Biology's subject. I know I may have the chance to pursue in medical course during degree but however I would be competed with other students that have scored higher than me. If I do not able to meet expectation in getting good results during foundation, I would be left to choose with other courses except in medical which I am not interested at all.

    It was a very hard decision for me as I do not have a back up plan for my future. I just aimed to be doctor and that is all. Then, my mum suggested me to purse law. A definitely never in my mind to pursue law. I do not have any background families that are taking law and whatsoever. I do not have the idea or draft of what law careers to be. Besides, my speaking is very a troublesome and I do not have the level of confidence on what people expected what law students should be. Here, I prayed to Allah to give me the guidance on this. Then, I chose law in my UPU list. The third top courses are foundation in law. 

    And Alhamdulillah I received my first choice, which foundation in law at International Islamic University Malaysia. I was just going with the flow during foundation year to see whether has the law attracted me to purse with wholeheartedly. hahaha I know law students would say, do no taking law if you do not have the interest as you would be regretful. To be honest, I have finished the foundation era and I have entered my first year in bachelor of law.

Want to know what are my comments towards law course? And what careers do offer in law field? Then, do read on my next upcoming post about law! 

Disclaimer: It is only my own opinion and my life journey so that when I hold my certificate during graduation, I will be looking back my past experiences. :)

P/S: This is my first blog and I will be sharing more tips and life experiences. Hoping no hate comments and people. Do enjoy and thank you!